*phew*

aahh.... managed to sort things out wit my gf.... guess things are back to normal... hopefully both will learn frm the mistakes and try not to repeat it..... it is so stressfull to argue... dont u??

today went to my frens wedding at some temple in town... kinda interesting... never actually went to an indian wedding..... anyway, wishing anan & shasha a very happy life together.... i got to know them since we were in college... about 10 years now... crap! im getting old!! oh well.. think of as wine, the older it gets, the better it is.....

and lastly, to my dearest princess, i love u..... thank you.....

valnetines.............

... valentines is just around the corner.... and seriously, my relationship is aint looking so good either...... i could never figure out wat is it that was so wrong in sending a new year msg to her parents.... i guess she saw it a wrong way.....

or could it be even her father forbids her to see me.....??? could be.... who knows.... she doesnt even tell me things.... will i be single this valentines?? or the opposite?? shit!! thinking of this really affecting me... couldnt sleep the whole night..... tried so many things .... wash face, count sheeps.... etc.... i guess i just gotta eat one of my medication to actually help me sleep.... hopefully i dun oversleep... got wedding to attend in about 4 hours...

i just dunno wat to do...... (or do i???).... i need a break frm everything... i need to go off... anyone interested to join me???

"james morrison - pieces dont fit here anymore"